summer love.

Caught beneath the landslide.

2007-04-11T13:55:32Z

leaving neverland.

staying in reality.

reality bites.

..........

school in a few days. back to being a busy bee. :\ SCL, let's join forces. hahaha. it scares me and yet it excites me. i know there will be pressure and puyatans and all, but then at the end of each day, i know it will all be worth it.

all of it.

1%

2007-03-23T02:29:40Z

is it a curse or a blessing? [haha tiff, im so inspired sa blog mo. Hahaha.]

Actually, 2nd sem is the curse. One after the other, one heart is broken.

Hey Cupid, how many broken hearts to go? The next time you plan to shoot me, I'll kill you. Hahahaha.

2007, baby you just started out so bad. 2007. Tss. I'll fight your curse.

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Seriously, many are so into deep love problems these days. My mom and I were talking about it the yesterday after watching The Break-Up. I love that movie. The ending is sad but then, that's reality. So all those ooh, we'll get back together kind of shit is so not true. It's not about being pessimistic. It's about waking up to reality. It's about accepting that. But mom on the other hand said that some do get back together if both are willing to try different ways. As in open up and do it differently this time. It takes both parties to swallow their pride to forget the past mistakes and go back to square one. Well apparently, this one is not available in this world. Hahaha. Talk about fantasies.

"You know what? I realized something. If we only got a smaller coffee table, your pool table would fit."

For some it's too late. Others, they're willing to go back again and again. But in reality, 1% of them do. The 99%? They move on.

For some, 99% of their feelings tell them to let go. But that 1% is what they are hanging on to. Unfortunately, only a few people see that. It's the big percent they focus on.

Baby girl you have no right. Just look at the moon. That's all you can do.

If you think you have a problem...

2007-01-29T06:42:10Z

Why don't you go HERE?

Go ahead and click it.

For a second, think... If your problem is really a problem.

Why.

2006-12-22T15:21:04Z

Why always go out when you can just stay at home?

Why have time for friends but no time for family?

Boo.

Too much fellowshiping is wrong.

Keep the child in you. Just don't be a child always.

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One Tree Hill season 4 is love. ♥

Sem break, baby.

2006-10-17T15:45:33Z

First sem was okay. Im so not sure if I did enough to get good grades this year but then, what the hell, its over now. God's upto the results already. I tried to balanced my time and well, I hope it pays off! GOSH. Hahaha!

Uh I wanna go to the beach this sembreak. Yo dance troupe, Bora? :)

Well well well. I just wanna unwind....

Let me think out loud for a moment.

Times are changing huh? Ever since I became 18, things changed in my life. The way I think, the way I say things and the way I do things. The way I view life changed as well. Now, the people that I see are now changing around me as well. Every one's growing old. It`s fine. But some try too hard. Some even wanna be who they really aren't. For crying out loud, have your OWN identity. If you feel like you're a princess and you wanna be one, well dream on girl, it's surreal. Get your own mirror. Don't get any one else's mirror. Create your own you. Stop being copycats. It's highly Annoying. And please stop trying too damn hard. Just stop it. If you think it's so flattering, uh swallow yourself up. It's highly unliked by many. Got that?

Yeah yeah random thoughts. So what do you care?

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Training tomorrow. Concert on the 25th :) Watch!

For a second...

2006-10-01T14:40:58Z

I wished that the game yesterday didn`t happen.

What was wrong?

UGH.

It`s the Do or Die game tomorrow.

Hoy Ateneo, One big fight tayo!!!!! ♥ ♥

But then again I`m in school til 730. Anyone care to record the game for me? ;) Hahaha.

Blue Eagles bebeh!

2006-09-24T12:36:56Z

GO ATENEO!!! THAT GAME WAS WHACKED!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

DOUG KRAMER, YOU'RE THE BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a bad day

2006-09-08T08:12:34Z

Not in school sucks.

And something just pissed me off the last part of the day.

in a rush!

2006-08-06T15:44:40Z

Just to quickly share what has been up the past week...

I would go gome around 1, thats the earliest and 3 at the latest... Last friday just before the competition, we went home 6am that Saturday... So a few hours was competition already... Hahaha.

There, CADS won. Then Miriam and Mapua. The 2 last dance groups are from our studio! Go ORANGE! :)

Ack. I need sleep and rest. Then tomorrow, PE. :\ My body hurts talaga... Haay....

of new bruises and stress.

2006-07-29T15:31:17Z

I have another set of bruises. Training is starting to make me nervous and pressured due to the Honda competition this Saturday. *sigh*

I pity my body. It lacks energy and strength now.

Lord, help.

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Back to Hamlet.

tin_nigga @ 2006-07-25T20:32:00

2006-07-25T12:34:38Z

Rain, keep on raining :s

Go away on Thursday....

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I am mega tired cause of the steps... We danced to the beat of Temperature by Sean Paul. Know that song? `Nuff said :o

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Bwahahaha. Be nice Ice Monster :P

currently an addict and more.

2006-07-24T09:38:43Z

Yes. You can call me an addict. To High School Musical and Xbox. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Well, I watched the sing-a-long version yesterday and I actually sang and danced to every song. HAHAHAHA. Addict super :P There was just a smile on my face whenever HSM is back every after commercial. My brother did find it weird :)) and pathetic I might add. But what the hell, I ♥ it :) :) :)

I am quite disappointed with the Asian version of Breaking Free. I dunno.. Maybe I just din`t really like the singers who did the Zac and Vanessa version. :o Yes that was the whole point to be different from the original... But then there are singers who would sing a different version of a song and I`d actually like it better! Last Sunday when I watched it, I was really traveling to thin air. :o I did not like it at all :o

Heehee. I`ve been playing XBOX so much. :)) XMEN is suuuuppperrrr hard! I am currently looking for cheat codes already! :o Fantastic 4 is fuuuuuunnn ♥ It`s much easier to play and control. In XMEN, my gad. MY fingers would get so tired cause it`s so hard fighting the brotherhood! :o So since there are no classes today, I just played Fantastic 4 :)) I was planning to continue playing what I left off in XMEN but apparently, I had the curiosity for the Fantastic 4 game :P ♥ Invisible Woman is hawwwwt. :P HEEHEE.

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No classes again!!! BOO. :( For sure, everything will be piled up... So yes, more stress! EEP. Competition is on August 5 na :o MORE MORE stress. :o I wonder what`s happening in SONA right now. I can`t watch cause my brother is playing The Godfather [cheats anyone? It`s kinda hard. HAHAHA]. Where it`s happening is just near our house. So yes, Commonwealth is now full of bandits. :o

New bagyoooo??? I can`t take it! It`s soooo cold :o Save me.

s-t-r-e-s-s

2006-07-22T15:58:59Z

I cannot express what I feel these past few days but plain, STRESS. Yes. Hahaha.

Dance today was fun. ONE WISH sarap sayawin!!!! I love it. Hahaha. Kuya Dex, get well soon! I missed the studio in fairness. Hahaha. Thanks Ate Pam for the steps :)

I have a report on Lit on Monday. I love Hamlet ♥ He is a funny little boy. :P But he doesn`t even look like a boy sa cover :P

I have to go to Healthway na talaga on Tuesday cause or else, my enrollment will be void. My gosh. o_O

Note to self: Tin, stop procrastinating.

OMG. I really have to finish studying by tomorrow afternoon because High School Musical the sing-a-long version will be plaaayyyeeeedddd ♥

Hahaha. Okay, back to reading na :P

Note to someone: You are such a pathetic loser. You are an insecure *TOOT*. Have a life man. Quit ruining others`. Hurt my friends and I will hunt you down piece by piece, bone to bone. Magiging Max fried chicken ka pero nde kita kakainin.

Okay, natawa ako dun :))

Random updates

2006-07-19T14:24:35Z

Ate Anjie my love, I know you won`t be able to read this but still... HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE!!!! ♥ I love you :)

Yehey I finally saw my iPod connector so I was able to add songs to my iPod! HAHAHA. SInce Papa Imman`s car is full of hip hop songs, I decided to download those that I remembered :P HAHAHA. I love it :)

..And so at this moment, I am dancing while typing. Hahaha. :)

Achi Bea, make yourself better! Rest well :) I looveee you :) ♥ Oh I was a cute tinkerbell. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Mana sayo *WINK WINK* :D

A training day might be added to us! It might be a Wednesday... Uh... Friday and Sunday rest for me, Hahaha :) Our concert is moved to December 8. WATCH :D Hahaha.

Sponsors??? Yuhooo. Are you out there????:P Help help help :D Thank you ♥

Watch Breakfast tomorrow, Studio 23 at 6am! Watch 3 day Silence!!!!! Band of my brother and friends :D

it just pierced right through here...

2006-07-16T12:43:14Z

Today was not one of the usual Sundays since Dad went to attend his seminar somewhere in Roxas Boulevard. After service, we ate at Rai somethng [thanks Tita Jo!] then we PIGGED OUT at Goodies and Sweets. We ordered Choco Lava, Banana something, and my all time fave, DECADENCE. ♥ I was in heaven. HAHAHAHA. But of course I needed something to differ my taste buds... so we ordered fries. After the pig out session, we picked up dad, went to mall of asia [my goodness, I`ll just come back during weekday or something]. We were supposed to kill time before going to my Tita`s house so when she finally said it was okay na, we went off. Passing the squatters area broke my heart. My brother had to take a video of that area and so we did. Seeing them smiling, waving and all that seemed as if we could do something. And I was thinking... If only I could do something to help these kids... these people. I just felt so bad looking at them. Sure we were smiling and waving and we were telling the kids to smile and wave and look at the camera.. But knowing that they live that life every single day just made me sad deep inside.... Mom gave chocolates to the kids who went near the car... At first I got mad cause there were so many kids who came to the window and the chocolates were just few so it wouldn`t really fit for all of them. Then mom said, "Hayaan mo na anak. Never mind, it`s okay. kawawa naman, they never tasted that kind of stuff, dba?" And here I am complaining that my brother [Jeffrey Mark] apparrently ate my 3 Musketeers. When in fact, anytime, I can just buy. :\

And all I can do is look upwards, and thank God for everything... LITERALLY. ♥

loooonnnggg entry.

2006-07-15T06:32:31Z

I was thinking about deleting this account and actually creating a new one.. So in short, Im planning to MOVE! :) I already have a new username and I was planning to customize of the whole look of it a couple of minutes ago but then again I realized I was too lazy to do it cause Im kinda sleepy :P Hahaha. I even made a secret account! HAHAHA. As in Im the only one who`s friends with it. :)) I just rant there all the time. And so I figured it would be useless to create another account :o

But then I realized that if I do make one account and delete the secret account I`ve made,I wouldn`t be FREE in what I wanna say. If I retain my secret account, I can say whatever I want without cautiously checking what I wanna say and at the same time, say free stuff and be cautious about it in my other account but for friends yun pareho.

Did I make sense? o_O

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No training today :(

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YESTERDAY was adorable. HAHAHA. I love it! I only had one class in the morning [9-1030] then I was free cut in Civ [3-430]! And so, in the wee hours of waiting for 8pm [cause we were gonna watch a play], I watched High School Musical with Mamu, Achi, Ate Anjie while Papa Imman and Francis were dreading the movie inside Papa Imman`s car. :)) ♥ My gulay. We couldn`t stop singing! Especially me!!!! There was even a part [it was caught on video by the way :))] when Achi and Ate Anjie were chewing their gum while Mamu paused and I was just singing my lungs out. I swear. KAKAHIYA. HAHAHAHA :P But what the hell. :P So after that, when Dre finally got out of class, we all decided to kill time at Mamu`s house. We watched it again [cause we were desperate to memorize the dance steps ♥ I love it :) ]. HAHAHA. Dichi did dance during the morning! :p Hahaha. Anyway, we went to Tomas Morato to watch the play entitled, 20 Questions. I wanna share about my insights on this sometime soon [maybe tonight if I don`t get lazy cause I will be studying later]. But to give a brief background, the play doesn`t just talk about sex nor virginity. It does touch on life. Practicality. Morals. Values. And it just hit me right here. I love it. Watch this play! Just tell me if you`re interested. [OK details, later.]

I shall sign out now cause I will rest. Will read Hamlet in a while. I miss reading this na. :P

Toodles!

LOVE IT!

2006-07-13T03:14:40Z

There will be a sequel of the High School Musical ♥ I LOVE IT!!!! HAHAHA. That`s according to the K-Zone magazine :P HEEHEE.

♥

Much love.

& it`s love.

2006-07-10T12:11:22Z

I dread Mondays.. As in I do. Surprisingly, I loved this Monday ♥. This Monday is so much fun. Hahaha.

I love my family barkada ♥

And even if it`s my first day today, I wasn`t that sunget. HAHAHA. :P I love it. ♥

Training again tomorrow!!! Yaay Im so excited cause we`re gonna dance again ♥

Watch our concert okayyyyy?? And oh.. Sponsors anyone? *WINK WINK*

Don`t ask.

2006-07-09T06:25:38Z

You think I`m so tough. But I just never let you see me cry.

Random!

2006-07-07T13:37:05Z

Okay well Last July 2, 2006, my brother finally came home ♥ :) I finally got the pasalubongs. Hahaha. :P Of course, I was happy to see those and very happy to see him ♥. Yaay we`re complete back home! Hahaha :)

School this week is kinda tough. Not because of how dreadful my subjects are and the readings [that`s a given], but also because of my training last Tuesday. o_O Can I just say I wanted to die during that time. I swear I thought was going to pass out. Haha. And then Thursday came... Core Strength Training in PE. :\ Para bang, Thanks a lot. I was the one who led the class in jogging and the lateral thinger and then we did circuit exercises for the upper body. And then Friday is a rest day.. Then hello Saturday. Another training. :o Ugh... Free days would be Sunday, Wednesday and Friday. I think those are enough. Haha.

I am still not over High School Musical. I am so sorry. :))

Now, I am off to bed I think. I need to rest. Seryoso, my thighs hurt so bad it seems as if I have internal bruises... Right Achi Bea and Mamu?

I will doze off na with Troy and Gabriella. Hahaha.

Out.

Oh, I wanna watch Pussycat dolls ♥. I am so jealous of their body. :o

College Musical.

2006-07-03T01:12:59Z

I want my own College Musical.

It would be so much fun singing and dancing and acting and going back to "Kindergarten" all at the same. :)

♥

Wouldn`t it be nice?

Manny Pacquiao.

2006-07-02T07:58:32Z

We won! Yaay ♥

Talaga naman.. Our government and the opposition get united pag gantong event lang. Hahaha. Oh well. :P

Hey kids.

2006-07-01T08:25:47Z

Why don`t you all take time to look at this website and be touched...

Parents Wish.

Hug your parents and tell them how much you love them.

I love you, Mom and Dad. ♥

Too fast.

2006-07-01T02:13:47Z

I`m sure anyone would agree with me that time flies so fast. It seems like it was just yesterday when I was in first year college. Being a Sophomore is tough and exciting. It`s fun and yet it`s serious. I just want to get into my desired course, IMC [Integrated Marketing Communication]. If not, Child Education. I wanna be a pre-school teacher. HAHA. :P

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New layout ♥ Hahaha.

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I`m talking to my brother right now. I miss him so much :s

COUNTDOWN FOR HIS RETURN: 3 days [Philippine time], 4 days [American time]

Can`t wait for my shoooessss :P HAHAHA. Of course, I can`t wait for him to come home.

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Tequila`s eyes got sugat :( The red thing popped out :( I hope she`s okay.. They`re in the vet now...

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It`s Saturday and I will be a dork and study. Yaay.

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HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IS LOVE. I AM OBSESSED. HAHAHA.

Obsession

2006-06-30T14:33:48Z

Jadon Lavik - What If
From the album Moving On Faith

What if I climbed that mountain
What if I swam to that shore
What if every battle was victorious then would you love me more?
Would you love me more?

What if I were everybody’s first choice
What if I went farther than before
What if I stood high above the rest then would you love me more?
Would you love me more?

Chorus:
You say I belong to You apart from the things I do
You say I belong to You I’m in awe of why You do
Why You do, why You do
I’m in awe of You, ooh

What if I ignored the hand that fed me
What if I forgot to confess
What if I stumbled down that mountain then would you love me less?
Lord would You love me less

What if I were everyone’s last choice
What if I mixed in with the rest
What if I failed what I passed before
then would you love me less Lord would you
would you love me less, oh no oh no oh no

Chorus:

What have I done to deserve Your son sent to die for me?
What can I give I want to live give me eyes to see
In a world that keeps changin’ there’s one thing that I know is true
Your love is stayin’ there’s nothing else I’ll hold onto

Chorus: (2x)

The way You love me, the way You do
The way You do, the way You love me, You love me, You love me
The way You do, the way You do, the way You love me
The way You love, You love, You love

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This song just hit me right there.

Would You love me more?